It's been a while since I have sat here, wrote something, and then proceeded to publish it. I have written things, published videos on my youtube account but for some reason I have neglected posting anything on this site.
My life went a little downhill for a while. I was scared, worried, nervous, anxious, and basically living in fear of doing anything. I was so afraid of failing that I stopped trying with things, several things.
Today something happened. After weeks and weeks of looking for a job I have finally been hired. My hardwork has finally paid off. Alright, the job is a contract job so I will only be working there for a short time but that's not what counts. I am ecstatic. I am so happy. I'm not even thinking about the pay, yes it's nice but goodness gracious me oh my. Something has happened. My hard work has paid off. Those nights I spent helplessly typing away and perfecting my resume, those nights I could have been studying or playing with my babies, all those tough times I almost quit, they have all paid off. My determination led to something.
So fellow weary reader, don't give up. Life is a hard and beautiful struggle. I know it is so easy to quit. I have. I have, countless amounts of times, but I also picked my battles. I gave in to losing a few times. Those battles were lost but there were also others waging on. I don't care if it's something others see as small. Maybe getting out of bed and taking your dog for a walk isn't a big deal but for you, for you my weary reader, that could be the biggest battle of all. Keep fighting. It may not all be worth it but I swear parts of it will be. We have to hold on to the hope. We have to hold on to the battles we win and fight harder in the future for those we lost. Keep your head up high.
-ChesterYaYa
