20 to 10

I bet you didn't know that.
I bet you didn't know that I just vomited four times. Once in my room and three times in the bathroom. Stop craving my body.
So, stop worrying about weight. It may be a number but it doesn't measure how great of a person you are, how smart, how funny, how spontaneous, how intuitive or how strong you are.
You're beautiful, you're amazing.
I may weigh less than 150 but that doesn't mean I'm happy or healthy.
If you want to loose weight do it because you want to loose weight alone and not gain anything else.
And that's the problem people loose weight and gain so much.  When people loose weight they start showing these basic instincts they had buried all this time.
The bitch in them. The asshole. The over confident person.
You don't automatically get beautiful because you loose 20, 50 lbs but apparently you automatically gain ten pounds of ugly.
I'm not encouraging you to maintain your overweight body, I'm just letting you know that being skinny isn't necessarily better. If you say it's better because you're healthier then I'm walking proof showing you're wrong.