Hello!
I've decided something magical. Well not really magical but it sure is a great idea.
Lately, I've been trying to fix my grades, as in stop getting Cs and the occasional Ds. My only motivation or reason has been to leave this terrible, lonely, place. And, well that hasn't really been working out.
Today I realized that I should do it for my family. Mommas and my Dad have been helping me pay the rent and buy food. Dad helps me with rent. Mommas helps me with food. We've been going through a tough time and they still stretch out that helping hand so I came to a conclusion; I am going to get good grades for them. They honestly need to see that the product they are investing in is a good product.
I hate having to lie to my Dad about doing "alright" in classes. Even when I tell Mommas the truth I am filled with such remorse. BroBro was doing terrible in college and the only reason was that he was majoring in something he had no passion for. I love Biology yet, I can't seem to pass any class with a B. They keep telling me that I'm the "smart one" and I can't help but believe they are wrong. Therefore, today I decided something magical. I am kicking this final's ass. I am going to study so hard that my eyes will burn, my hands will have marks of blue and black pens and my sweaters will reek of books. I am doing this for them, my family who has helped me when I have needed it.
Wish me luck.
-ChesterYaYa
P.S. If you happen to be a Chemistry Genius, I want you near me. I need all the help I can get.
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