Free Write: I Don't Understand

I followed and behaved. I explained. I listened. I behaved.

How could it still all go wrong?

Instructions included yet the mess remains. 

Reviewed the requirements daily and yet here I stand. 

I can't bear it. 

Just take it all down. I can't bear to review the continuous replay.

All the questions proceed to repeat in my mind. 

I'll be quiet and wait for my time to come. Can the redemption song begin?

-ChesterYaYa