Bubble One:
Just today I've realized how much anger I have withheld toward my past relationships. As much as I have claimed to moved on, I haven't. There is still resentment towards people. It's honestly just my insecurities of wanting to be "enough" for them and never feeling as if I were. Sometimes putting in effort doesn't guarantee reciprocity.
Bubble Two:
New relationships are hard to form just like old relationships are hard to terminate. There's something frightening about being raw with someone. It can be a thrill to be entirely vulnerable. Giving and taking is a tricky situation. I'm frightened to place myself in situations that could lead to painful growth or hopeful possibilities. Is this where I disappear, get assaulted, or make a new friend?
-ChesterYaYa
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