An Extended End

I haven't moved on, I just got started.

This is the way pain feels when we just parted.

Understand,

I let go of your hand.

I didn't leave you high,

I had to take a moment to let this shit dry.

This water that rolled on me like a tsunami,

please don't lay this on me.

This shrapnel has penetrated what I only thought was inch thick steel.

This is how I feel.

Can't you see, I can't even sleep.

I weep. I creep.

Double edged swords cut healing scabs,

Got me walking around like a two legged crab.

There is no peace found in broken distilleries.

See loving you these past months made me be hit by 1,000 lbs artilleries.

They weren't set to stun,

no Life brought the big gun.

I had to let go,
I didn't want you to hear my no.
This wasn't an end;
my body couldn't tolerate the bend.
Please comprehend,
this isn't our end.