Been holding back tears. I'm not even sure why. I just know that I've been feeling pretty sad for awhile. I just CAN'T cry. You know that good cathartic cry? I've been wanting one of those.
The other night I was by myself and I really felt alone. As if every other body in the area was fake. As if I could not reach them. It's so weird.
Going to start taking my pills again. See what they do. I am my own experiment.
-ChesterYaYa
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