I've been wanting to tell you this for the longest time and I've been neglecting to do it because I know once I do, I've confirmed it.
You were my best friend. I liked to call you that and it hurts me that you still sometimes refer to me as that because it's not true. A person just has one best friend. We can have several great friends but one best friend. All those shows that have 3 best friends are just lying. It's impossible to not favor one person more than the other.
To me we were best friends but once you left for your surgery things changed. They really did. I hate that they did but they did. I couldn't stop it. There are friendships that only exist through close communication and other that exist through distance. Ours was strongly close communication. We severed that when we stopped seeing each other. AND IT SUCKS! You were such a great bestie. Even when we hangout every thousand years we have such a good time together.
I don't think we're ever going to be that close again. It's hard.
The point of this message is just me letting you know something that you've probably already known for awhile, we're not really close anymore.
I get sad and truth be told a little jealous when I see pictures of you and your awesome friend. It starts with jealousy because all I can think is lucky them. She is awesome! jaja But then I get sad. I miss you. I miss our crazy laughs and moments.
I hope everything is good. Hope things go great with your boyfriend and don't forget, if you guys get married I already called dibbs on flower girl. :)
-An Old Friend
You were my best friend. I liked to call you that and it hurts me that you still sometimes refer to me as that because it's not true. A person just has one best friend. We can have several great friends but one best friend. All those shows that have 3 best friends are just lying. It's impossible to not favor one person more than the other.
To me we were best friends but once you left for your surgery things changed. They really did. I hate that they did but they did. I couldn't stop it. There are friendships that only exist through close communication and other that exist through distance. Ours was strongly close communication. We severed that when we stopped seeing each other. AND IT SUCKS! You were such a great bestie. Even when we hangout every thousand years we have such a good time together.
I don't think we're ever going to be that close again. It's hard.
The point of this message is just me letting you know something that you've probably already known for awhile, we're not really close anymore.
I get sad and truth be told a little jealous when I see pictures of you and your awesome friend. It starts with jealousy because all I can think is lucky them. She is awesome! jaja But then I get sad. I miss you. I miss our crazy laughs and moments.
I hope everything is good. Hope things go great with your boyfriend and don't forget, if you guys get married I already called dibbs on flower girl. :)
-An Old Friend
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