Day Two:
My Dad didn't let me go out today and he made me come home by 11 last night. I understand his logic. He cares so he doesn't want me to be anywhere near danger therefore outside is a no no.
The situation with Granps isn't any better. Called my Brother and he seems better, not as stressed.
On the fourth I went out. That's the day I had to come back early. Something amazing happened that day. Someone who had hurt me said sorry. I think that's one of the greatest feelings I have ever felt. Whenever someone hurts you and they ask for your forgiveness or just simply say "sorry", they're acknowledging that fact that they have done wrong. Those few moments of "sorry" are so amazing. I really felt a sense of ease.
A lover came to see me today. It was nice. At times I think it could really work out between him and I but then I think it over and I know it's all an illusion. A nice illusion but an illusion nevertheless. Whenever he just randomly calls me to talk or randomly sends me texts messages I feel good. This little flurry of butterflies is felt in the pit of my body, like I said a nice illusion.
Writing will hopefully start again soon. I keep on having random bursts of inspiration. These little waves of words that seem to be perfectly strung together but they die out quickly or else I forget to write them down or type them.
Happy Day Day everyone.
-ChesterYaYa
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