Free Write: Loss and Envy

Just a quick free write. I've been having trouble concentrating and I think the problem is because I haven't been able to "get this off my chest." So here it goes..

I share blood with someone. Said person is someone I love very much and who is probably the only person I know that really knows me. Sadly I feel myself being torn from him. I hardly get to spend time with him or even see him. I want to just be with said person but I can't. I'm being selfish but I can't help it. I don't want to hangout with everybody, just him. I really just want to hangout with him. Just me and him, like the old times.

And I know it isn't going to get better for me. He's in love and pretty soon he will leave. I won't ever get to see him. Ever.

But oh well, they say beggars can't be choosers. Hopefully I come to terms with that in time before he leaves.

I miss my brother. 

-ChesterYaYa