I hate misunderstandings. I fucking hate them. Right now I don't even want to talk to a friend. Yeah you. I don't even want to talk to you and it might even be my fault. I don't remember but even then those words were a cold stab. I'm aggravated and I feel the anxiety rising. I can't even concentrate. Yes, drama queen status.
Part of the reason is because I tried to dismiss the subject yet it was brought back. I just have this thing about body and desire. A couple of times people have seen me as an easy fuck when I've wanted to be more than that so those words hit me hard. Sorry.
Reasons why I can't be with you. It's more like reason I can't last in a relationship. Fuck shitty ass reason.
I'm a time bomb. All the broken glass around me will cut you.
Excuse me mister/madamm.
-ChesterYaYa
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