Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Free Write: Disappearing

Lately I've been feeling like just jumping off a roof. I won't. I'm afraid of heights, oh and my number one phobia is death. I won't do it.
It's just that lately I've been feeling pretty worthless. Worthless enough that this lump should just leave. It's weird. I feel like I haven't found my niche. I don't feel like I'm leaving any worthy impression, carbon footprint excluded.
I'm going as a clown this year. I've been feeling like one a little bit. Except, lately, I've even been failing at that. I can't make people laugh or even want me around. I kind of just blend into the cushions now. I just continue sinking into the couch while everyone around me chatters. I'm that lame lamp. I'm a terrible jester.
-ChesterYaYa


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