I think I am going to enroll in classes again.
I am being encouraged by the success of others. Several of my classmates have graduated or have a promising vocation.
I really enjoy my morning job, my second job can be iffy. It literally varies depending on the student and their family, however, for the most part, I do enjoy my jobs.
I'm afraid that my current jobs will keep me from reaching full independence, from moving out, from being finically stable. It worries me. I truly am discouraged by my current position however I am confident that if I focus more on classes, as I should have done the first two times, I won't fail. I may not be book smart, achieving As is something of the past, but I know I can learn. I know that I can achieve something that will make me proud.
This year has been tough. Really tough. I'm not entirely sure where this glimmer of optimism comes from but I'm going to work with it.
-ChesterYaYa
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