It's been 3 months since I've smoked a cigarette. It was around this same time last year that I began to smoke. It's not like I was an avid smoker. I mean come on, from November till August I had only smoked six maybe seven. But now, right now I crave one so bad.
My anxiety has been through the roof and for some reason I've been feeling lonelier than ever.
It's such a gorgeous night. I feel like going for a walk. Taking a nap in the park. Laying down and looking up at the scary but beautiful night. And sometime during that adventure, a smoke.
I laugh at myself. Calling it a delicate state. I'm even having other food cravings. It's like I'm pregnant.
-ChesterYaYa
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