LEFT

This is me going left.
This is me realizing things have gone wrong and accepting it.
This is me accepting perhaps the worst thing a human can ever accept,
failure.
This is me staying awake until the morning, maybe 6AM and making sure I do not wake-up for class.
This is me watching shows and beautiful movies thus filling myself with morals and values easily taught in 40 or 120 minutes.
This is me staring at books filled to the brims with infinite material on stereoisomers, silent mutations and optimization.
This is me not understanding them but
being fascinated by the eloquent words found in books of fiction and leaves.
This is me baking and cooking to hide away the pain brought by the fails.
This is me going left.
This is me enjoying the things I am sure to have and then enjoying them some more.
This is me studying, pacing myself and listening to beautiful music.
This is me realizing the outcome having little effect and hopefully making sure it causes an effect.


I'm going left.